2004年11月28日

阳光很好,照在我疲惫的脸上,愈加显示出他的灿烂。

黑眼圈不用画就已经很明显了,昭示着曾经堕落的几天。

我可爱的蝴蝶,还飞在四月的天空里,还飞在温和的阳光里,但那已经是很遥远很遥远的事情了。远到我忘

记了我是怎么对待她的,我的蝴蝶。

很多事情发生了以后才觉得自己的可悲和渺小,后知后觉呵。

今天的阳光这么好,应该把自己扔到外面去,从里到外,晒个透。不管好的坏的,就全部暴露出来也无所

谓。

2004年11月20日

unbindall
bind “TAB” “+showscores;timeleft”
bind “ENTER” “+attack”
bind “ESCAPE” “escape”
bind “SPACE” “+jump”
bind “‘” “+moveup”
bind “+” “sizeup”
bind “,” “buyammo1″
bind “-” “bot_add_t”
bind “.” “buyammo2″
bind “/” “+movedown”
bind “0″ “slot10″
bind “1″ “slot1″
bind “2″ “slot2″
bind “3″ “slot3″
bind “4″ “slot4″
bind “5″ “slot5″
bind “6″ “slot6″
bind “7″ “slot7″
bind “8″ “slot8″
bind “9″ “slot9″
bind “;” “+mlook”
bind “=” “podbotmenu”
bind “a” “+moveleft”
bind “b” “buy”
bind “c” “radio3″
bind “d” “+moveright”
bind “e” “+use”
bind “f” “impulse 100″
bind “g” “drop”
bind “h” “+commandmenu”
bind “j” “cheer”
bind “k” “+voicerecord”
bind “l” “showbriefing”
bind “m” “chooseteam”
bind “n” “nightvision”
bind “o” “buyequip”
bind “q” “lastinv”
bind “r” “+reload”
bind “s” “+back”
bind “t” “impulse 201″
bind “u” “messagemode2″
bind “w” “+forward”
bind “x” “radio2″
bind “y” “messagemode”
bind “z” “radio1″
bind “[" "invprev"
bind "\" "amxmodmenu"
bind "]” “invnext”
bind “`” “toggleconsole”
bind “~” “toggleconsole”
bind “UPARROW” “+forward”
bind “DOWNARROW” “+back”
bind “LEFTARROW” “+left”
bind “RIGHTARROW” “+right”
bind “ALT” “+strafe”
bind “CTRL” “+duck”
bind “SHIFT” “+speed”
bind “F1″ “autobuy”
bind “F2″ “rebuy”
bind “F5″ “snapshot”
bind “F6″ “save quick”
bind “F7″ “load quick”
bind “F10″ “quit prompt”
bind “INS” “+klook”
bind “PGDN” “+lookdown”
bind “PGUP” “+lookup”
bind “END” “centerview”
bind “KP_HOME” “b413;primammo;”
bind “KP_UPARROW” “b424;primammo;”
bind “KP_PGUP” “awp;buyammo1;”
bind “KP_LEFTARROW” “famas;galil;primammo;”
bind “KP_5″ “mp5;primammo;”
bind “KP_RIGHTARROW” “amxmodmenu”
bind “KP_END” “usp;buyammo2;buyammo2;buyammo2;”
bind “KP_DOWNARROW” “deagle;secammo;”
bind “KP_ENTER” “hegren”
bind “KP_INS” “helm;vest”
bind “KP_DEL” “defuser;”
bind “KP_SLASH” “bot_kick”
bind “KP_MINUS” “sgren”
bind “KP_PLUS” “fb;”
bind “MWHEELDOWN” “invnext”
bind “MWHEELUP” “invprev”
bind “MOUSE1″ “+attack”
bind “MOUSE2″ “+attack2″
bind “PAUSE” “pause”
cl_observercrosshair “1″
max_shells “50.000000″
voice_scale “0.570000″
voice_enable “1″
voice_forcemicrecord “1.000000″
console “1.000000″
fps_max “101″
fps_modem “0″
crosshair “1.000000″
gamma “3.000000″
brightness “1.000000″
con_color “0 555 555″
net_graph “3″
net_scale “5″
net_graphpos “1″
sv_voiceenable “1″
sv_aim “0.000000″
hpk_maxsize “0″
viewsize “120.000000″
ati_subdiv “2″
ati_npatch “1.0″
r_bmodelhighfrac “5″
mp_decals “200.000000″
gl_dither “1″
gl_polyoffset “0.1″
gl_overbright “0″
gl_flipmatrix “0″
gl_monolights “0″
s_rolloff “1″
s_doppler “0″
s_distance “60″
s_automin_distance “2″
s_automax_distance “30″
s_min_distance “5″
s_max_distance “1000″
s_leafnum “0″
s_refgain “0.4″
s_refdelay “4″
s_polykeep “1000000000″
s_polysize “10000000″
s_numpolys “200″
s_bloat “2″
s_verbwet “0.25″
s_a3d “1.000000″
s_eax “0.000000″
volume “0.760000″
suitvolume “0.840000″
hisound “1.000000″
bgmvolume “0.000000″
MP3Volume “0.800000″
_snd_mixahead “0.1″
name “Xd’s home – Tita^mM<L.y>”
model “gordon”
topcolor “0″
bottomcolor “0″
rate “9999.000000″
cl_updaterate “101″
cl_lw “1″
cl_lc “1″
cl_dlmax “128″
cl_himodels “0.000000″
cl_idealpitchscale “0.8″
cl_timeout “35″
cl_cmdbackup “2″
cl_download_ingame “1″
cl_allowdownload “1″
cl_allowupload “1″
cl_cmdrate “101″
lookstrafe “0.000000″
lookspring “0.000000″
cl_forwardspeed “400″
cl_backspeed “400″
cl_vsmoothing “0.05″
m_pitch “0.022000″
m_yaw “0.022″
m_forward “1″
m_side “0.8″
m_filter “1.000000″
sensitivity “2.000000″
joystick “0.000000″
hud_takesshots “0″
fastsprites “0″
cl_corpsestay “180.000000″
_cl_autowepswitch “1″
hud_capturemouse “1″
hud_draw “1″
cl_righthand “1″
cl_minmodels “0″
cl_dynamiccrosshair “0″
hud_fastswitch “1″
hud_centerid “1″
voice_modenable “1″
hud_classautokill “1″
setinfo _ah “0″
setinfo _vgui_menus “0″
setinfo ghosts “0″
setinfo dm “0″
_windowed_mouse “0.000000″
d_spriteskip “0.000000″
max_smokepuffs “20.000000″
+mlook

// This file is overwritten whenever you change your user settings in the game.
// Add custom configurations to the file “userconfig.cfg”.


unbindall
bind “TAB” “+showscores”
bind “ENTER” “+attack”
bind “ESCAPE” “cancelselect”
bind “SPACE” “+sjump”
bind “‘” “+moveup”
bind “+” “sizeup”
bind “,” “buyammo1″
bind “-” “sizedown”
bind “.” “buyammo2″
bind “/” “+movedown”
bind “0″ “slot10″
bind “1″ “slot1″
bind “2″ “slot2″
bind “3″ “slot3″
bind “4″ “slot4″
bind “5″ “slot5″
bind “6″ “slot6″
bind “7″ “slot7″
bind “8″ “slot8″
bind “9″ “slot9″
bind “;” “+mlook”
bind “=” “sizeup”
bind “[" "invprev"
bind "]” “invnext”
bind “`” “toggleconsole”
bind “a” “+moveleft”
bind “b” “buy”
bind “d” “+moveright”
bind “e” “+attack2″
bind “f” “+jump”
bind “g” “drop”
bind “j” “buyequip”
bind “m” “chooseteam”
bind “n” “buyammo1″
bind “q” “lastinv”
bind “r” “+reload”
bind “s” “+back”
bind “t” “impulse 201″
bind “u” “messagemode2″
bind “v” “+use”
bind “w” “+forward”
bind “y” “messagemode”
bind “~” “toggleconsole”
bind “UPARROW” “+forward”
bind “DOWNARROW” “+back”
bind “LEFTARROW” “+left”
bind “RIGHTARROW” “+right”
bind “ALT” “+strafe”
bind “CTRL” “+duck”
bind “SHIFT” “+speed”
bind “F5″ “snapshot”
bind “F6″ “save quick”
bind “F7″ “load quick”
bind “F10″ “chooseteam”
bind “INS” “+klook”
bind “PGDN” “+lookdown”
bind “PGUP” “+lookup”
bind “END” “centerview”
bind “KP_HOME” “m4a1;ak47;primammo;vesthelm;vest;hegren;flash;flash;defuser;sgren;”
bind “KP_UPARROW” “awp;vesthelm;vest;buyammo1;hegren;flash;flash;defuser;sgren;”
bind “KP_PGUP” “deagle;secammo;vesthelm;vest;hegren;flash;flash;defuser;sgren;”
bind “KP_LEFTARROW” “hegren”
bind “KP_5″ “vesthelm;vest”
bind “KP_RIGHTARROW” “defuser;”
bind “KP_END” “m4a1;ak47;primammo;”
bind “KP_DOWNARROW” “awp;buyammo1″
bind “KP_PGDN” “sgren”
bind “KP_INS” “vesthelm;vest;hegren;flash;flash;defuser;sgren”
bind “MWHEELDOWN” “invnext”
bind “MWHEELUP” “invprev”
bind “MOUSE1″ “+attack”
bind “MOUSE2″ “+attack2″
bind “PAUSE” “pause”
_cl_autowepswitch “1″
_snd_mixahead “0.1″
ati_npatch “1″
ati_subdiv “2.0″
bgmvolume “1.000000″
bottomcolor “6″
brightness “1″
cd_fps “0″
cd_sound “0″
cl_allowdownload “1″
cl_allowupload “1″
cl_backspeed “400″
cl_cmdbackup “2″
cl_cmdrate “101″
cl_corpsestay “180.000000″
cl_crosshair_color “50 250 50″
cl_crosshair_size “large”
cl_crosshair_translucent “1″
cl_dlmax “128″
cl_download_ingame “1″
cl_dynamiccrosshair “0″
cl_forwardspeed “400″
cl_himodels “0″
cl_idealpitchscale “0.8″
cl_lc “1″
cl_logocolor “#Valve_Dkgray”
cl_logofile “skull”
cl_lw “1″
cl_minmodels “0″
cl_radartype “0″
cl_righthand “1″
cl_shadows “0″
cl_timeout “35″
cl_updaterate “101″
cl_vsmoothing “0.05″
cl_weather “0″
con_color “255 255 255″
console “1″
crosshair “1.000000″
fastsprites “0″
fps_max “150″
fps_modem “0″
gamma “3″
gl_dither “1″
gl_flipmatrix “0″
gl_fog “1″
gl_monolights “0″
gl_overbright “0″
gl_polyoffset “0.1″
hisound “1″
hpk_maxsize “0″
hud_capturemouse “1″
hud_centerid “1″
hud_draw “1″
hud_fastswitch “1″
hud_saytext_internal “1″
hud_takesshots “0″
joystick “0″
lookspring “0.000000″
lookstrafe “0.000000″
m_filter “0″
m_forward “1″
m_pitch “0.022″
m_side “0.8″
m_yaw “0.022″
model “gordon”
MP3FadeTime “2.0″
MP3Volume “1″
mp_decals “300.000000″
name “Harbingers War”
net_graph “3″
net_graphpos “1″
net_scale “5″
r_bmodelhighfrac “5.0″
r_detailtextures “0″
s_a3d “0″
s_automax_distance “30″
s_automin_distance “2″
s_bloat “2.0″
s_distance “60″
s_doppler “0.0″
s_eax “0″
s_leafnum “0″
s_max_distance “1000.0″
s_min_distance “8.0″
s_numpolys “200″
s_polykeep “1000000000″
s_polysize “10000000″
s_refdelay “4″
s_refgain “0.4″
s_rolloff “1.0″
s_verbwet “0.25″
sensitivity “2.4″
skin “”
spec_autodirector_internal “1″
spec_drawcone_internal “1″
spec_drawnames_internal “1″
spec_drawstatus_internal “1″
spec_mode_internal “4″
spec_pip “0″
suitvolume “0.250000″
sv_aim “0″
sv_voiceenable “1″
team “”
topcolor “30″
viewsize “120.000000″
voice_enable “1″
voice_forcemicrecord “1″
voice_modenable “0″
voice_scale “1″
volume “2″
setinfo “_vgui_menus” “0″
setinfo “_ah” “0″
+mlook
exec userconfig.cfg

2004年11月16日

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蝴蝶死了
就在不久前
死于一场突然的寒流
我还活着
但是灵魂已经随我的蝴蝶走了
在一个我永远也到不了的地方
请允许我为我自己默哀
我空洞的躯壳
2004年11月16日5:26:21