不知道为什么今天没有mood做任何事情，不想看电影不想看电视剧不想看书，坐在电脑面前发呆，偶尔聊聊天灌灌水，大段大段的时间空着。
不断的repeat club 8的《love in December》，很喜欢女主音细腻轻柔的嗓音带出来的温暖和淡淡的忧伤。为此搜索到上面那篇zz的长长的文章，并忍受极慢的速度下载他们所有的专辑。这大概是今天做的唯一一件实质性的事情。
空白的时间总是没来由的郁闷，难道是AMS？做女人就是麻烦，PMS，MC，AMS，一样也不少，oh my god，这样一来我还有多少时间是正常的？可以想到的可以做的唯一的排解方法就是去阳台抽烟，随着眼圈的吐出，长长的叹气，不知道为什么叹气，但是这样做仿佛可以让我稍微感觉平静点。今天在strangeblue的blog看到一句话说：牺牲自己的同时让那些无处排解的情绪随着烟火的忽明忽暗渐渐以某种形式消散。没错了，就是这样。
或许是籍着烟的作用，到了现在终于心情终于已经渐渐平复，but希望以后不要再这样过一天了，gloomy sunday.....
anyway，昨天都过去了，just forget it and remember that tomorrow is another day。
听多次《love in December》，然后睡觉，亲爱的晚安
so this is love
in the end of december
quiet nights
quiet stars
and i'm here
monday to sunday
cause you're fragile
and i'm weak
so you fall
when the nights grow longer
into sleep
and won't wake up
and i'm here
outside here beside you
and i'm weak
until rhe spring
don't you worry
i'll be there for you
don't worry about me
you know me better than that
don't you worry
i'll be there for you
i'll catch you if you would fall
(music)
so you drift
when the days grow colder
away from me
and won't look back
far away
and i can't guide you
but i'm here
til the spring
don't you worry
i'll be there for you
don't worry about me
you know me better than that
don't you worry
I'll be there for you
i'll catch you if you would fall
I'll be there for you
i'll catch you if you would fall
don't worry about me
I'll be there for you
don't worry about me
you know me better than that
don't you worry
I 'll be there for you
i'll catch you if you would fall
i'll catch you if you would fall
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