2006年09月30日

This Monday, I attended the new Jifeng Acme and experienced the wonderful feeling again. Luckily, I met with one of founders of this forum and we talked a lot about past and now of Jifeng. When it comed to the section of audience speaking, a debate which has never happened before took place between one audience and the speaker. Situation seemed hard to control, however, the compere succeeded in finishing it. In this debate, I found that the speaker wanted to explain some questions unnecessary to explain and his unwise – at least I think so – countermeasure didn’t help make his point, instead, acting in the opposite direction.

What does this tell me?

Never explain even if I am misunderstood except two situations below:
1. in situation that the court or the police ask me. Reason is obvious that I won’t want to get in jail innocently.
2. in situation my parents or she or my best friends misunderstand me. That is because I don’t make them worry about me.

Else are ignored because I don’t think I have to do such an explanation.

2006年09月18日

The call at 12:47 2006-9-18 absolutely change my whole life, because from that moment on, I HAVE HER. She is a pretty girl, the most pretty girl I have ever seen. Yes, maybe you call this phenomena as "One is the most beautiful in lover’s heart", but I firmly hold my point.

She is a girl for who I swear to be responsible for my life, at least in my stand, I won’t give up my love. Responsibility is a kind of love and I am 100% to carry out my responsibility. Well, that’s not enough…

However, it’s just a start and we both need time. She told me that she would leave me if we couldn’t get together and I agreed yet in my mind, I have completely have her as my forever love.

Thank God who brings you to me, and I won’t re-act my last rudeless impulse.

My love, I have comprehended the value of to cherish, and the only thing you have to do is to trust me and  understand me.

Here I am.

I can’t stop my love for you.

2006年09月07日

Have you ever played the small game  which only needs your control on a small plane with arrows of left, right, up and down to avoid being shot by numerous bullets. As time goes, the quantity of bullets will increase and them can speed up or change their direction direct towards ur plane, what’s worse, sometimes, they are right aiming at ur plane with their speed up. U can not be regarded as a man until ur plane keep itself unshot at least for twenty seconds.

I don’t know whether I can be regarded as an expert, but I am proud of my record of 50.657 seconds. Recently, I suddenly got the truth that there is always a gap for ur plane to escape no matter how dense the bullets are. Well, I have to admit that there is a bound of time after which u can not get out. It is same to the life. No matter how busy u are, there’s always a gap for u to control ur busy calender and make a good performance for everything u r to do.

What does this tell me?

Be patient when things crowd. U get to know precipitancy can not bring u the way to solve the jam, instead, take it easy. Settle down, and find the gap with ur patience, then the only thing u can do is to run!
They often call me an easygoing man, well, who cares…
Maybe, that is the fact, well, God knows…