2008年04月09日

It was the December of last year that I wrote my last blog. Today, I decide to pick it up for two reasons.

One is I will take part in PETS5 this June, so I have to practise my awkward English. 

The other is something much more important.

As all we know, Olympic torch passing encountered something we don’t want to see while in fact we could forecast it. However, frankly speaking, I had never thought of such a mess. Looking at the pictures taken by students abroad, seeing the program made by French TV and listening to the angry words, a friendly France, a friendly Britain and a friendly Europe vanishes.

Early in my 7-year old or even eariler, I was so docile to study hard to catch my dream that one day I can fly overseas. Opportunities were missed and missed again, and finally I am out. To be frank, voices that homeland is the best place in the coming centuries once impacted me a lot before my failure in GRE which is the end of my dream. I am always thinking about why I should go abroad while people from all over the world come in the opposite way.

Today, I wrote the following words in my QQ signature: Longing for Europe in my boyhood collapses and what is going on tomorrow in LA?

Someone may ask that this is just a piece of things, why not abandon your dream? I have to say that my dream just changes a little. I am no longer for living abroad, instead, my little dream is to see around the world, maybe for one year or half. We have to confess international leading CS is not belonging to China now, so, to get the best education, I may leave for a while. However, it is just my dream.

Beg your pardon in reading such a messy article for disorder in my mind. There’s another thing I wanna say. Criticism to China reflects their dread for our rapidly increasing power, not only in economics, but also in every part of a giant country. So, let the storm to a more ferocious! Resistance is always prepared for the one who is advancing. Condemn is never for the weak.

Wish wonderful Olympic Games in Beijing!