每次结束一段时间，总是有一段心情起伏的时段，说不出的感觉，就是觉得好好的生活节奏突然之间打乱了，而且还有乱上一阵子才能消静下来。
第三次在这个学校经历开学的浮躁和喧嚣了，渐渐少了那份惊慌失措和彷徨，我明白自己也在渐渐向“师姐”级转变了。Wouldn't it be nice? 今天在学校吃早餐，理直气壮地要求服务员给我多一张纸巾；午饭在人头簇动的餐厅，准确地奔向容易被人忽视的角落，在吃饭高峰期最迅速地占领一个座位；然后穿梭在突然出现很多新面孔的图书馆，我已经能很熟练地知道预订的书在第几层楼；那天从坐在电车上听到有路人用普通话打听港大怎么走，我着急地差点隔着窗户给他们指路。这应该不是成熟的心态，但却有点像抗拒什么东西时的无奈。我最不喜欢两件事：开始和结束。开始意味着要ending过去，面向未来；结束意味着即使是最好的时光也留不住，一切都在变，变的新鲜，也变的神秘，就是人该死的记忆不会变，WHY？！！
GH的排名已经到正数第二名了，很快就要搬进学校住了，向往已久的集体生活，这两年已经离组织太远了。但不知道这是好事还是坏事。想着很快就要搬离房东的老房子，晚上下山时都觉得走了两年的街道其实也并不是一成不变的，那个家门口红路灯旁边的电器小店最初是一家水果店，后来变成一家发廊，今年好像才变成现在买电灯泡的。明星海鲜酒家旁边的那家西医和鞋店租期也到了，只是门面现在还不知道到底要装修成什么。记得原来楼下有一家水族店，我和曾经的一位同学还去看过名贵金鱼。历史从来都是分久必合，合久必分，没有永恒的快乐，只有永恒的历史。其实挺烦没事看着这些鸡毛蒜皮的小事就心发感慨的，但每天八小时的看书也没让我快乐到哪去，可能又是新学期综合症吧，没事闲着发慌。Wouldn't it be nice?!
第N次地看《初恋50次》了，实践证明这是一部真正的喜剧，能屡试不爽地改善我恶劣的心情，不仅是因为Drew比夏威夷阳光还灿烂的笑容也不仅是因为Adam和他的海狮一样傻样，更是因为那样的幸运的爱情和快乐的the beach boys！
PS：失去短时记忆，第二天是同样的一天还是新鲜的一天？
Wouldn't it be nice——The beach boys
Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong
You know it's gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together
Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through
Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was never ending
Wouldn't it be nice
Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray
It might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy
Wouldn't it be nice
You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But let's talk about it
Wouldn't it be nice
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