2005年05月07日

刚刚在hupple的blog上溜了一圈,然后顺着连接走了一圈,走到一个“此时彼刻”的地方,断了。我相信这只是一个开始,慢慢慢慢,在一条用各种关系连成的线上会越走越远。听到“徐宗华”这个名字,与其说是亲切倒更不如说是喜悦,不是因为再次听到了这些有关陈旧回忆的相关细节,而是因为能在素昧平生的人的嘴里听到的这种惊喜。我想,这也就是我们几十年以后面临的正常状态,——别人的话语中牵涉到自己的回忆。对于往事的回顾,倒不如用其他人的提醒代替。

我不知道这算不算是一种悲哀,我倒是觉得冥冥中错综复杂、在所有人心底息息相连的感应和共性,比对故人的念念不忘来得更为珍贵,这才是人生恒久、平淡、而回味无穷的曼妙,让我们慢慢品味奇迹的存在。这算是他乡遇故知的一个推论,遇到知故的人也可以是一种幸福。我顺着连接看blog,有的时候就是在寻找这种体验。

hupple的blog重新开张,这是一等一的好事,真希望所有远在天边的亲朋密友,都能让我以这种方式关心了解,我们还是好朋友,是不是?

2005年05月05日

昨天坐机场巴士的时候,又联想到我春节从北京回来的那一次……机场巴士真是一个太令人伤感的地方,上次爸爸送我上了巴士,然后一言不语地走了,然后我就坐在大巴里面,沿着那条再熟悉不过的东三环南路,哭到眼睛痛……从小到大没这么哭过,每次预见到这种可能伤感的场面,妈妈总会说一些让我开心的话,什么类似“学习态度要端正”“不许用电脑”这种不着边际的话,让我忘却那些撕心裂肺的时刻。哎,昨天坐在机场巴士上,虽然不再是分别的场面,但是坐在车里四周呼啸而过的种种景物,却提醒了我那些感受……于是我想爸爸给我从冰箱里那出来的那西瓜,想妈妈给我唠叨的那些搞笑的掌故,一直压抑在心底想家之情,在我本以为已经在那一次痛哭流涕发泄殆尽的时候,再一次被唤醒,然后我再一次流泪。我望着那个陌生的城市,冲击到我心里的,不是那种旅游者所带有的欢喜的心境,而是背井离乡的漂泊之感。爸爸六月份要去美国了,然后又是三四年的在那里,他这一次的远行,只不过是他职业生涯中的一个新的循环,而与以往有所不同的是,妈妈为了北京的家拒绝同去美国,而我现在在香港上学,一家三口居住在三个彼此都很遥远的城市,让我心中本来应有的习惯,因为对这种新的分离的料想再次破灭。我记得小学时候爸爸长年留在香港的那一个时期,有一次爸爸一次短暂的回家之后的离开,我听着爸爸走下楼梯的声音,我就哇哇大哭。我自以为是一个坚强乐观的人,从来不会因为觉得委屈掉眼泪,但是这种坚强和乐观,在与至亲分别的那个时刻,也会像被抽空一般坍塌。但是还好,我不会在爸爸妈妈面前掉眼泪,尽管我知道他们是多么地了解我。

前几天给添天打电话,聊到电话费没了为止,呵呵,在苦难中煎熬的人啊。陈曦也说她为了回北京坐24小时的硬座,还逃了两天课,应该也算是勇气惊人,她说在北京的这几天颇爽,我是可以料到的。嗯,这个月底我也将班师回朝,和小朋友们一起举着气球跑过金水桥奔向毛主席……真是美妙的图景!呵呵,我要在北京的时候,天天唱通K~~现在呢,过一阵子先要忙SOA的精算师考试,现在啊,刚刚在论坛因为语言歧义被误解了,搞得我烦了,还有就是在QQ上瞎聊……最有意义的事就是每天下午5:30去夏鼎基跑5000米,当然还有继续兴高采烈地谈恋爱。呵呵。…………现在想到家,还是很难受。

嗯,还有21天!

2005年05月02日

送一首歌给各位 不提供下在地址

"We Belong Together"

I didn’t mean it
When I said I didn’t love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should’ve let you go
I didn’t know nothing
I was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I’d be
Sitting here beside myself

‘Cause I didn’t know you
‘Cause I didn’t know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I’m feeling
Now that I don’t
Hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don’t have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn’t give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, ’cause baby

[Chorus:]
When you left
I lost a part of me
It’s still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who’s gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who’s gonna take your place
There ain’t nobody better
We belong together

I can’t sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack’s on the radio
Singing to me
‘If you think you’re lonely now’
Wait a minute
This is too deep, too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it’s breaking my heart
I’m trying to keep it together
But I’m falling apart
I’m feeling all out of my element
I’m throwing things
Crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain’t even half of what
I’m feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life baby

[Chorus]

[Repeat chorus]
When you left
I lost a part of me
It’s still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who’s gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who’s gonna take your place
There ain’t nobody better
We belong together

2005年04月30日

2004年高考的那个暑假开始,我的blog就有了这个新家,呵呵,真是有成就感。到现在呢,三万的访问量啦,不管是谁曾经来过这里,有什么样的目的,都是一件令人兴奋的事情啊。blog我觉得就是写给别人看的,私人空间还是可以被各种各样的人看到,那既然如此,什么事情都可以明目张胆的来谈,该藏着掖着的还是照样见不得人。我也不清楚什么时候实现了从写字到打字的转变,这种转变让我觉得很舒服,因为如果我不是写那种紧凑狂热的文字的时候,我就不会在纸上画来画去,思考逻辑和结构,然而现在我却可以随随便便的用两根手指头在键盘上紧张的戳,来适应我现在这种散漫闲适的心境。

再次在此感谢曾经光临过的各位,没有你们的关心,我就不会有动力经营这个地方,虽然现在本站在历尽百般变数之后已经是风雨飘摇,但是我还是认定,这就是我的地方,我不会走,除非哪一天donews.net崩溃。不要说我刚愎自用,因为我要为我当初的选择负责。

我一直试图延续这个小站的高质量的生命,从去年六月份以来,就没写什么那些生活中的琐事。其实你也知道,我不是个深沉的人,只不过我觉得把类似于手机掉沟里这种事情搬到这里来龙去脉的描写,很没意思,更何况我也不愿意一次又一次地提及我的恼恨之事。回顾我这几近一年的所有描述,尤其集中在“愉音绕梁”和“想入非非”这两个板块的文字,几乎都是能让我现在看来赏心悦目的,不是说情绪的快乐和激动,而是说文字上面的流畅和中肯,让我觉得赏心悦目,然而什么时候能把这些积淀到能够进入“周而复始”的亘古经典之中,我还不敢确定,因为有些事情能成为历史,有些事情最终只能停留为故事。在“浮言了事”的板块中,大多都是一些经典的转贴和无病呻吟的无内容的记述,有的时候是抱着凑上篇幅数的目的而娇柔造作而成,我就不再多说了。在网站的连接这个方面,一直分为天下行宫,靡靡之音,狐朋狗友,中大必备,崇拜博人五个大类,初衷是浏览自己的主页,通过上面的连接代替浏览器里收藏夹的功能,结果到最后还是惭愧的荒废了,只有几个挚友的blog,在那里孤零零地站立,被安排在十分靠下的位置,然而这些果真是狐朋狗友的各色人等,果然都不是能善始善终的主儿,现在也俨然荒芜得半死不活了……在照片去的那些更新,包括了一些经典的照片和搞笑的照片(自然也十分经典)如“我和贞子”等等,目的是除了缅怀过去以外,还要让快乐沿着互联网达到世界的每一个角落……关于收藏,我尽管一直不知道有什么功用,于是开辟出来作为自己和朋友们文集的展览,然而最后还是我高三的作文放上去了,朋友们的经典一是因为我懒,二是涉及到智财权的问题,迟迟没能开张,我个人的态度是,就这样耗着吧,留得青山在。关于个人站的背景音乐的问题,我也是前思后想了半天,一个是技术上的麻烦,一个是现成的音乐都不太符合要求,一个是我不想增加背景音乐强迫读者,所以最终作罢,也是个无奈的选择。

说了那么一堆废话,呵呵,我也不知道是为了什么,难得写点东西给我的小站了。是啊,像angela说的,幸福着的时候会忘了感恩,忘了那个默默给予的人。我的这个网站充当了这个角色,所以我现在要为了他庆祝和喝彩:)还有你,你知道吗,因为你从来都是最重要的,所以我不愿意随随便便就提起你的名字:)

2005年04月28日

试图把blog改成原来那样,呃,又是徒劳(sighing)

我不想凑合

转眼间,课结了,paper交了,final完了,在中大的第二学期没了,我要变成year 2的人了。我记得原来上高中的时候,每个学期过的都是那么充实,生活都充满了很多亮点,有很多令人兴奋的人和事,然后学期结束就洋洋洒洒兴致勃勃地叙写整个学期的跌宕起伏。当初认为这是一件很有意义的事,现在也承认记叙那个时代的一点一滴的确意义非凡,那时候的鸿篇巨制,里面的每一个字都和我的喜怒哀乐息息相关。现在我打不起这精神,——老啦——我其实是自己也不清楚这个学期是怎么过来的,4个月分分明明没了,想追根溯源,想忆苦思甜,找不到载体,也没有态度,仿佛就是一个想费尽心机努力生活的人,还是被排除在享受生活的可能之外。

这些其实都是我更加坚信,我人生的第十八年,是我这十八年来过得最糊涂的一年,今年的9月19号,我不知道会不会又是一个迈向更糟的转折点。现在我对于这个已经完结的糟粕时段,可以毫无感觉地说拜拜,没有任何失落之情。

然而事情总还不会那么糟,在我往昔对生活的意义的定义上,这段时间毫无亮点可言,也就是说,按照马斯洛的人的需要理论,最高层次的自我实现的需要上,满足度相当低。不过还好,在最最最后的时候,我竟然发现了爱情,实现了这辈子零的突破,呵呵。我也不敢相信,不过,我觉得能有一个人死心塌地地爱,从早到晚地想,能被个人仔细关怀爱护着,能有个人在情绪激动的时候拥抱,真是一件好事。如果说现在是在颓,也是在幸福地颓呢……

2005年04月21日

从此,欢乐球和开心果过上了幸福的日子。

2005年04月19日

没错,从1998年(12岁),我就开始爱她啦

现在,天后回归,今天又带着数年前的兴奋和喜悦,接受世界各地传来的喜讯……

Mariah Carey最新专辑The emancipation of Mimi… 这张专辑在全美发行还不到一周,但是据不完全的统计,这张专辑铁定拿下全美Billboard专辑榜#1。期待了好久的事情,现在终于实现了……

附上小玛辉煌战绩。谁说已经过气儿了,她还是那个我心中那个无比坚强的女人。

Mariah Carey
Album Release Date: June 12, 1990

Debuted at #80 on the Billboard Hot 200
Entered the Top 40 on July 14, 1990
Remained in the Top 40 for 66 weeks

Billboard 200: #1 (11 weeks)
Billboard Top R&B/Hip-Hop Albums: #3

Last RIAA Certification Date: December 15, 1999
Last RIAA Award Description: 9x Multi Platinum



Vision Of Love
Commercial Single Release: May 15, 1990

Debuted at #73 on the Billboard Hot 100
Entered the Top 40 on June 16, 1990
Remained in the Top 40 for 17 weeks

Billboard Hot 100 Singles: #1 (4 weeks)
Billboard Hot 100 Singles Sales: #1 (2 weeks)
Billboard Hot 100 Airplay: #1 (3 weeks)
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Singles & Tracks: #1 (2 weeks)
Billboard Adult Contemporary Singles: #1 (3 weeks)
Billboard Canadian Singles Chart: #1 (2 weeks)

Last RIAA Certification Date: August 1, 1990
Last RIAA Award Description: Gold
Approximate Copies Scanned: 500,000



Love Takes Time
Commercial Single Release: September 11, 1990

Debuted at #24 on the Billboard Hot 100
Entered the Top 40 on September 29, 1990
Remained in the Top 40 for 18 weeks

Billboard Hot 100 Singles: #1 (3 weeks)
Billboard Hot 100 Singles Sales: #1 (2 weeks)
Billboard Hot 100 Airplay: #1 (2 weeks)
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Singles & Tracks: #1 (1 week)
Billboard Adult Contemporary Singles: #1 (1 week)
Billboard Canadian Singles Chart: #1 (1 week)

Last RIAA Certification Date: November 6, 1990
Last RIAA Award Description: Gold
Approximate Copies Scanned: 500,000



Someday
Commercial Single/Maxi-Single Release: January 1, 1991

Debuted at #25 on the Billboard Hot 100
Entered the Top 40 on January 19, 1991
Remained in the Top 40 for 15 weeks

Billboard Hot 100 Singles: #1 (2 weeks)
Billboard Hot 100 Singles Sales: #2
Billboard Hot 100 Airplay: #1 (4 weeks)
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Singles & Tracks: #3
Billboard Hot Dance Music/Club Play: #1
Billboard Hot Dance Music/Maxi-Singles Sales: #7
Billboard Adult Contemporary Singles: #5
Billboard Canadian Singles Chart: #5

Last RIAA Certification Date: February 12, 1991
Last RIAA Award Description: Gold
Approximate Copies Scanned: 600,000



I Don’t Wanna Cry
Commercial Single Release: March 19, 1991

Debuted at #50 on the Billboard Hot 100
Entered the Top 40 on April 13, 1991
Remained in the Top 40 for 14 weeks

Billboard Hot 100 Singles: #1 (2 weeks)
Billboard Hot 100 Singles Sales: #3
Billboard Hot 100 Airplay: #1 (2 weeks)
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Singles & Tracks: #2
Billboard Adult Contemporary Singles #1 (1 week)
Billboard Canadian Singles Chart: #7

Last RIAA Certification Date: No certification
Last RIAA Award Description: No certification
Approximate Copies Scanned: 265,000



Emotions
Album Release Date: September 17, 1991

Debuted at #4 on the Billboard Hot 200
Entered the Top 40 on October 5, 1991
Remained in the Top 40 for 34 weeks

Billboard 200: #4
Billboard Top R&B/Hip-Hop Albums: #6

Last RIAA Certification Date: January 30, 2003
Last RIAA Award Description: 5x Multi Platinum



Emotions
Commercial Single/Maxi-Single Release: August 13, 1991
Commercial Single Re-Release: March 5, 2002

Debuted at #35 on the Billboard Hot 100
Entered the Top 40 on August 31, 1991
Remained in the Top 40 for 20 weeks

Billboard Hot 100 Singles: #1 (3 weeks)
Billboard Hot 100 Singles Sales: #10
Billboard Hot 100 Airplay: #1 (4 weeks)
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Singles & Tracks: #1 (1 week)
Billboard Hot Dance Music/Club Play: #1
Billboard Hot Dance Music/Maxi-Singles Sales: #4
Billboard Adult Contemporary Singles: #3
Billboard Canadian Singles Chart: #2

Last RIAA Certification Date: October 15, 1991
Last RIAA Award Description: Gold
Approximate Copies Scanned: 500,119



Can’t Let Go
Commercial Single Release: October 29, 1991

Debuted at #42 on the Billboard Hot 100
Entered the Top 40 on November 23, 1991
Remained in the Top 40 for 17 weeks

Billboard Hot 100 Singles: #2
Billboard Hot 100 Singles Sales: #8
Billboard Hot 100 Airplay: #2
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Singles & Tracks: #2
Billboard Adult Contemporary Singles: #1 (3 weeks)
Billboard Canadian Singles Chart: #7

Last RIAA Certification Date: No certification
Last RIAA Award Description: No certification
Approximate Copies Scanned: 423,107



Make It Happen
Commercial Single/Maxi-Single Release: January 1992

Debuted at #74 on the Billboard Hot 100
Entered the Top 40 on March 7, 1992
Remained in the Top 40 for 16 weeks

Billboard Hot 100 Singles: #5
Billboard Hot 100 Singles Sales: #18
Billboard Hot 100 Airplay: #2
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Singles & Tracks: #7
Billboard Hot Dance Music/Club Play: #16
Billboard Hot Dance Music/Maxi-Singles Sales: #22
Billboard Adult Contemporary Singles: #13
Billboard Canadian Singles Chart: #16

Last RIAA Certification Date: No certification
Last RIAA Award Description: No certification
Approximate Copies Scanned: 262,976



MTV Unplugged
Album Release Date: June 2, 1992

Debuted at #8 on the Billboard Hot 200
Entered the Top 40 on June 20, 1992
Remained in the Top 40 for 17 weeks

Billboard 200: #3
Billboard Top R&B/Hip-Hop Albums: #16

Last RIAA Certification Date: December 13, 1994
Last RIAA Award Description: 3x Multi Platinum



I’ll Be There
Commercial Single Release: May 12, 1992
Commercial Single Re-Release: March 5, 2002

Debuted at #13 on the Billboard Hot 100
Entered the Top 40 on May 30, 1992
Remained in the Top 40 for 14 weeks

Billboard Hot 100 Singles: #1 (2 weeks)
Billboard Hot 100 Singles Sales: #3
Billboard Hot 100 Airplay: #1 (8 weeks)
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Singles & Tracks: #11
Billboard Adult Contemporary Singles: #1 (2 weeks)
Billboard Canadian Singles Chart: #1 (2 weeks)

Last RIAA Certification Date: No certification
Last RIAA Award Description: No certification
Approximate Copies Scanned: 465,726



Music Box
Album Release Date: August 31, 1993

Debuted at #2 on the Billboard Hot 200
Entered the Top 40 on September 18, 1993
Remained in the Top 40 for 49 weeks

Billboard 200: #1 (8 weeks)
Billboard Top R&B/Hip-Hop Albums: #1

Last RIAA Certification Date: November 5, 1997
Last RIAA Award Description: Diamond (10x Multi Platinum)



Dreamlover
Commercial Single Release: July 20, 1993
Commercial Maxi-Single Release: August 17, 1993

Debuted at #40 on the Billboard Hot 100
Entered the Top 40 on August 7, 1993
Remained in the Top 40 for 26 weeks

Billboard Hot 100 Singles: #1 (8 weeks)
Billboard Hot 100 Singles Sales: #2
Billboard Hot 100 Airplay: #1 (11 weeks)
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Singles & Tracks: #2
Billboard Hot Dance Music/Club Play: #1
Billboard Hot Dance Music/Maxi-Singles Sales: #3
Billboard Adult Contemporary Singles: #2
Billboard Rhythmic Top 40 Singles: #1
Billboard Canadian Singles Chart: #1 (3 weeks)

Last RIAA Certification Date: September 22, 1993
Last RIAA Award Description: Platinum
Approximate Copies Scanned: 931,725



Hero
Commercial Single/Maxi-Single Release: October 19, 1993

Debuted at #71 on the Billboard Hot 100
Entered the Top 40 on November 6, 1993
Remained in the Top 40 for 25 weeks

Billboard Hot 100 Singles: #1 (4 Weeks)
Billboard Hot 100 Singles Sales: #2
Billboard Hot 100 Airplay: #1 (10 weeks)
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Singles & Tracks: #5
Billboard Rhythmic Top 40 Singles: #2
Billboard Top 40 Mainstream Singles: #1
Billboard Adult Contemporary Singles: #2
Billboard Hot Latin Tracks: #40
Billboard Latin Pop Airplay: #15
Billboard Canadian Singles Chart: #10

Last RIAA Certification Date: December 15, 1993
Last RIAA Award Description: Platinum
Approximate Copies Scanned: 1,139,596



Without You & Never Forget You*
Commercial Single Release: January 25, 1994
Commercial Maxi-Single Release: February 22, 1994

Debuted at #53 on the Billboard Hot 100
Entered the Top 40 on February 5, 1994
Remained in the Top 40 for 21 weeks

Billboard Hot 100 Singles: #3
Billboard Hot 100 Singles Sales: #3
Billboard Hot 100 Airplay: #2
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Singles & Tracks: #7
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Airplay: #26 *
Billboard Rhythmic Top 40 Singles: #9
Billboard Top 40 Mainstream Singles: #2
Billboard Adult Contemporary Singles: #4
Billboard Canadian Singles Chart: #2

Last RIAA Certification Date: March 22, 1994
Last RIAA Award Description: Gold
Approximate Copies Scanned: 671,192



Anytime You Need A Friend
Commercial Single/Maxi-Single Release: May 31, 1994

Debuted at #45 on the Billboard Hot 100
Entered the Top 40 on June 4, 1994
Remained in the Top 40 for 18 weeks

Billboard Hot 100 Singles: #12
Billboard Hot 100 Singles Sales: #19
Billboard Hot 100 Airplay: #8
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Singles & Tracks: #22
Billboard Hot Dance Music/Club Play: #1
Billboard Hot Dance Music/Maxi-Singles Sales: #8
Billboard Rhythmic Top 40 Singles: #14
Billboard Top 40 Mainstream Singles: #5
Billboard Adult Contemporary Singles: #5

Last RIAA Certification Date: No certification
Last RIAA Award Description: No certification
Approximate Copies Scanned: 274,990



Endless Love
Commercial Single/Maxi-Single Release: August 30, 1994

Debuted at #6 on the Billboard Hot 100
Entered the Top 40 on September 10, 1994
Remained in the Top 40 for 13 weeks

Billboard Hot 100 Singles: #2
Billboard Hot 100 Singles Sales: #2
Billboard Hot 100 Airplay: #5
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Singles & Tracks: #7
Billboard Rhythmic Top 40 Singles: #5
Billboard Top 40 Mainstream Singles: #7
Billboard Hot Dance Music/Maxi-Singles Sales: #25
Billboard Adult Contemporary Singles: #11

Last RIAA Certification Date: October 28, 1994
Last RIAA Award Description: Gold
Approximate Copies Scanned: 525,611



Merry Christmas
Album Release Date: November 1, 1994

Debuted at #30 on the Billboard Hot 200
Entered the Top 40 on November 19, 1994
Remained in the Top 40 for 9 weeks

Billboard 200: #3
Billboard Top R&B/Hip-Hop Albums: #4

Last RIAA Certification Date: January 30, 2003
Last RIAA Award Description: 5x Multi Platinum



All I Want For Christmas Is You

Billboard Hot 100 Singles: #83
Billboard Hot 100 Airplay: #12
Billboard Adult Contemporary Singles: #6
Billboard Rhythmic Top 40 Singles: #14
Billboard Top 40 Mainstream Singles: #9
Billboard Adult Top 40 Singles: #27



Joy To The World

Billboard Hot Dance Music/Club Play: #17



Daydream
Album Release Date: October 3, 1995

Debuted at #1 on the Billboard Hot 200
Entered the Top 40 on October 21, 1995
Remained in the Top 40 for 48 weeks

Billboard 200: #1 (6 weeks)
Billboard Top R&B/Hip-Hop Albums: #1

Last RIAA Certification Date: December 18, 1998
Last RIAA Award Description: Diamond (10x Multi Platinum)



Fantasy
Commercial Single/Maxi-Single Release: September 12, 1995

Debuted at #1 on the Billboard Hot 100
Entered the Top 40 on September 30, 1995
Remained in the Top 40 for 23 weeks

Billboard Hot 100 Singles: #1 (8 Weeks)
Billboard Hot 100 Singles Sales: #1 (5 weeks)
Billboard Hot 100 Airplay: #1 (7 weeks)
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Singles & Tracks: #1 (6 weeks)
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Singles Sales: #1 (7 weeks)
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Airplay: #1 (3 weeks)
Billboard Hot Dance Music/Club Play: #1
Billboard Hot Dance Music/Maxi-Singles Sales: #1 (9 weeks)
Billboard Rhythmic Top 40 Singles: #1
Billboard Top 40 Mainstream Singles: #1
Billboard Adult Top 40 Recurrent Singles: #10
Billboard Adult Top 40 Singles: #22
Billboard Adult Contemporary Singles: #8
Billboard Canadian Singles Chart: #1 (12 weeks)

Last RIAA Certification Date: November 7, 1995
Last RIAA Award Description: 2x Multi Platinum
Approximate Copies Scanned: 1,599,378



One Sweet Day
Commercial Single/Maxi-Single Release: November 14, 1995
Commercial Single Re-Release: March 5, 2002

Debuted at #1 on the Billboard Hot 100
Entered the Top 40 on December 2, 1995
Remained in the Top 40 for 26 weeks

Billboard Hot 100 Singles: #1 (16 weeks)
Billboard Hot 100 Singles Sales: #1 (11 weeks)
Billboard Hot 100 Airplay: #1 (13 weeks)
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Singles & Tracks: #2
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Singles Sales: #1 (4 weeks)
Billboard Hot Dance Music/Maxi-Singles Sales: #1
Billboard Rhythmic Top 40 Singles: #1
Billboard Top 40 Mainstream Singles: #1
Billboard Adult Top 40 Recurrent Singles: #1
Billboard Adult Top 40 Singles: #1
Billboard Adult Contemporary Singles: #1 (13 weeks)
Billboard Canadian Singles Chart: #2

Last RIAA Certification Date: January 10, 1996
Last RIAA Award Description: 2x Multi Platinum
Approximate Copies Scanned: 2,306,973



Always Be My Baby
Commercial Single/Maxi-Single Release: March 19, 1996

Debuted at #2 on the Billboard Hot 100
Entered the Top 40 on April 6, 1996
Remained in the Top 40 for 26 weeks

Billboard Hot 100 Singles: #1 (2 Weeks)
Billboard Hot 100 Singles Sales: #1 (1 week)
Billboard Hot 100 Airplay: #2
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Singles & Tracks: #1 (1 week)
Billboard Hot Dance Music/Club Play: #6
Billboard Hot Dance Music/Maxi-Singles Sales: #4
Billboard Adult Contemporary Singles: #2
Billboard Rhythmic Top 40 Singles: #1
Billboard Top 40 Mainstream Singles: #3
Billboard Adult Top 40 Recurrent Singles: #4
Billboard Adult Top 40 Singles: #2
Billboard Canadian Singles Chart: #2

Last RIAA Certification Date: May 14, 1996
Last RIAA Award Description: Platinum
Approximate Copies Scanned: 1,245,186



Forever

Billboard Hot 100 Airplay: #9
Billboard Adult Contemporary Singles: #2
Billboard Rhythmic Top 40 Singles: #17
Billboard Top 40 Mainstream Singles: #9
Billboard Adult Top 40 Singles: #16
Billboard Canadian Singles Chart: #13



Underneath The Stars

Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Airplay: #69



Butterfly
Album Release Date: September 16, 1997

Debuted at #1 on the Billboard Hot 200
Entered the Top 40 on October 4, 1997
Remained in the Top 40 for 30 weeks

Billboard 200: #1 (1 week)
Billboard Top R&B/Hip-Hop Albums: #3
Billboard Top Canadian Albums: #1

Last RIAA Certification Date: December 15, 1999
Last RIAA Award Description: 5x Multi Platinum



Honey
Commercial Single/Maxi-Single Release: August 26, 1997

Debuted at #1 on the Billboard Hot 100
Entered the Top 40 on September 13, 1997
Remained in the Top 40 for 18 weeks

Billboard Hot 100 Singles: #1 (3 weeks)
Billboard Hot 100 Singles Sales: #1 (3 weeks)
Billboard Hot 100 Airplay: #11
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Singles & Tracks: #2
Billboard Hot Dance Music/Club Play: #1
Billboard Hot Dance Music/Maxi-Singles Sales: #1 (4 weeks)
Billboard Hot Latin Tracks: #30
Billboard Latin Pop Airplay: #17
Billboard Latin Tropical/Salsa Airplay: #12
Billboard Rhythmic Top 40 Singles: #1
Billboard Top 40 Mainstream Singles: #10
Billboard Canadian Singles Chart: #2

Last RIAA Certification Date: September 24, 1997
Last RIAA Award Description: Platinum
Approximate Copies Scanned: 1,265,343



Butterfly & Fly Away (Butterfly Reprise)*

Billboard Hot 100 Airplay: #16
Billboard Hot Dance Music/Club Play: #13 *
Billboard Rhythmic Top 40 Singles: #8
Billboard Top 40 Mainstream Singles: #14
Billboard Adult Top 40 Singles: #35
Billboard Latin Tropical/Salsa Airplay: #19



My All & Breakdown*
Commercial Single/Maxi-Single Release: April 21, 1998
Commercial Remix Maxi-Single Release: June 9, 1998

Debuted at #2 on the Billboard Hot 100
Entered the Top 40 on May 9, 1998
Remained in the Top 40 for 18 weeks

Billboard Hot 100 Singles: #1 (1 week)
Billboard Hot 100 Singles Sales: #1 (2 weeks)
Billboard Hot 100 Airplay: #15
Billboard Hot 100 Airplay: #53 *
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Singles & Tracks: #4
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Airplay: #13 *
Billboard Hot Dance Music/Club Play: #5
Billboard Hot Dance Music/Maxi-Singles Sales: #1 (8 weeks)
Billboard Rhythmic Top 40 Singles: #8
Billboard Rhythmic Top 40 Singles: #31 *
Billboard Top 40 Mainstream Singles: #18
Billboard Adult Contemporary Singles: #18
Billboard Canadian Singles Chart: #12

Last RIAA Certification Date: May 22, 1998
Last RIAA Award Description: Platinum
Approximate Copies Scanned: 1,452,060



#1’s
Album Release Date: November 17, 1998

Debuted at #4 on the Billboard Hot 200
Entered the Top 40 on December 5, 1998
Remained in the Top 40 for 19 weeks

Billboard 200: #4
Billboard Top R&B/Hip-Hop Albums: #6
Billboard Top Canadian Albums: #6

Last RIAA Certification Date: January 24, 2003
Last RIAA Award Description: 5x Multi Platinum



Sweetheart
Commercial Single Release: November 10, 1998 [Retracted]
Commercial Maxi-Single Release: December 22, 1998 [Retracted]


Billboard Rythmic Top 40 Singles: #24
Billboard Bubbling Under Hot 100 Singles: #25

Last RIAA Certification Date: No certification
Last RIAA Award Description: No certification



When You Believe
Commercial Single Release: January 5, 1999

Debuted at #51 on the Billboard Hot 100
Entered the Top 40 on January 23, 1999
Remained in the Top 40 for 7 weeks

Billboard Hot 100 Singles: #15
Billboard Hot 100 Singles Sales: #7
Billboard Hot 100 Airplay: #38
Billboard Rhythmic Top 40 Singles: #35
Billboard Top 40 Mainstream Singles: #35
Billboard Adult Top 40 Singles: #37
Billboard Adult Contemporary Singles: #3
Billboard Canadian Singles Chart: #26

Last RIAA Certification Date: March 24, 1999
Last RIAA Award Description: Gold
Approximate Copies Scanned: 408,744



I Still Believe
Commercial Single Release: February 23, 1999
Commercial Maxi-Single Release: February 9, 1999

Debuted at #69 on the Billboard Hot 100
Entered the Top 40 on February 27, 1999
Remained in the Top 40 for 13 weeks

Billboard Hot 100 Singles: #4
Billboard Hot 100 Singles Sales: #3
Billboard Hot 100 Airplay: #20
Billboard Hot Dance Music/Club Play: #1
Billboard Hot Dance Music/Maxi-Singles Sales: #2
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Singles & Tracks: #3
Billboard Rhythmic Top 40 Singles: #8
Billboard Top 40 Mainstream Singles: #21
Billboard Top 40 Tracks: #20
Billboard Hot Latin Tracks: #39
Billboard Latin Pop Airplay: #15
Billboard Latin Tropical/Salsa Airplay: #15
Billboard Adult Contemporary: #8
Billboard Canadian Singles Chart: #9

Last RIAA Certification Date: March 17, 1999
Last RIAA Award Description: Platinum
Approximate Copies Scanned: 820,774



Rainbow
Album Release Date: November 2, 1999

Debuted at #2 on the Billboard Hot 200
Entered the Top 40 on November 20, 1999
Remained in the Top 40 for 15 weeks

Billboard 200: #2
Billboard Top R&B/Hip-Hop Albums: #2
Billboard Top Canadian Albums: #2
Billboard Top Internet Albums: #5


Last RIAA Certification Date: December 3, 1999
Last RIAA Award Description: 3x Multi Platinum



Heartbreaker
Commercial Single/Maxi-Single Release: September 21, 1999

Debuted at #60 on the Billboard Hot 100
Entered the Top 40 on September 11, 1999
Remained in the Top 40 for 14 weeks

Billboard Hot 100 Singles: #1 (2 weeks)
Billboard Hot 100 Singles Sales: #1 (2 weeks)
Billboard Hot 100 Airplay: #8
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Singles & Tracks: #1 (2 weeks)
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Singles Sales: #1 (2 weeks)
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Airplay: #9
Billboard Hot Dance Music/Club Play: #2
Billboard Hot Dance/Maxi-Single Sales: #1 (8 weeks)
Billboard Rhythmic Top 40 Singles: #3
Billboard Top 40 Mainstream Singles: #21
Billboard Top 40 Tracks: #16
Billboard Latin Pop Airplay: #36
Billboard Latin Tropical/Salsa Airplay: #35
Billboard Canadian Singles Chart: #1 (1 week)

Last RIAA Certification Date: October 22, 1999
Last RIAA Award Description: Gold
Approximate Copies Scanned: 783,696



Thank God I Found You
Commercial Single/Maxi-Single Release: January 25, 2000

Debuted at #82 on the Billboard Hot 100
Entered the Top 40 on January 15, 2000
Remained in the Top 40 for 11 weeks

Billboard Hot 100 Singles: #1 (1 week)
Billboard Hot 100 Singles Sales: #1 (2 weeks)
Billboard Hot 100 Airplay: #15
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Singles & Tracks: #1 (1 week)
Billboard Rhythmic Top 40 Singles: #9
Billboard Top 40 Mainstream Singles: #28
Billboard Top 40 Tracks: #21
Billboard Canadian Singles Chart: #2

Last RIAA Certification Date: February 23, 2000
Last RIAA Award Description: Gold
Approximate Copies Scanned: 700,000



Can’t Take That Away (Mariah’s Theme) & Crybaby*
Commercial Single/Maxi-Single Release: June 6, 2000

Debuted at #28 on the Billboard Hot 100
Entered the Top 40 on June 24, 2000
Remained in the Top 40 for 2 weeks

Billboard Hot 100 Singles: #28 *
Billboard Hot 100 Singles Sales: #2
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Singles & Tracks: #23 *
Billboard Hot Dance Music/Club Play: #6
Billboard Hot Dance Music/Maxi-Singles Sales: #3
Billboard Canadian Singles Chart: #4 *

Last RIAA Certification Date: No certification
Last RIAA Award Description: No certification
Approximate Copies Scanned: 420,000



Glitter
Album Release Date: September 11, 2001

Debuted at #7 on the Billboard Hot 200
Entered the Top 40 on September 29, 2001


Billboard 200: #7
Billboard Top R&B/Hip-Hop Albums: #6
Billboard Top Canadian Albums: #4
Billboard Top Internet Albums: #13
Billboard Top Soundtracks: #1

Last RIAA Certification Date: October 16, 2001
Last RIAA Award Description: Platinum



Loverboy
Commercial Single/Maxi-Single Release: July 17, 2001

Debuted at #79 on the Billboard Hot 100
Entered the Top 40 on August 4, 2001
Remained in the Top 40 for 4 weeks

Billboard Hot 100 Singles: #2
Billboard Hot 100 Singles Sales: #1 (4 weeks)
Billboard Hot 100 Airplay: #50
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Singles & Tracks: #1
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Singles Sales: #1 (4 weeks)
Billboard Hot Dance Music/Club Play: #45
Billboard Hot Dance Music/Maxi-Singles Sales: #3
Billboard Rhythmic Top 40 Singles: #21
Billboard Top 40 Mainstream Singles: #37
Billboard Top 40 Tracks: #40
Billboard Canadian Singles Chart: #3

Last RIAA Certification Date: August 14, 2001
Last RIAA Award Description: Gold
Approximate Copies Scanned: 570,000



Never Too Far & Don’t Stop (Funkin’ 4 Jamaica)*

Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Singles & Tracks: #42 *
Billboard Bubbling Under Hot 100 Singles: #23 *
Billboard Bubbling Under Hot 100 Singles: #5



Never Too Far/Hero Medley
Commercial Single Release: December 11, 2001

Debuted at #81 on the Billboard Hot 100

Billboard Hot 100 Singles: #81
Billboard Hot 100 Singles Sales: #3
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Singles & Tracks: #66
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Singles Sales: #4

Last RIAA Certification Date: No certification
Last RIAA Award Description: No certification
Approximate Copies Scanned: 80,000



Greatest Hits
Album Release Date: December 4, 2001

Debuted at #52 on the Billboard Hot 200

Billboard 200: #52
Billboard Top R&B/Hip-Hop Albums: #36

Last RIAA Certification Date: January 31, 2003
Last RIAA Award Description: Platinum



Charmbracelet
Album Release Date: December 3, 2002

Debuted at #3 on the Billboard Hot 200
Entered the Top 40 on December 21, 2002


Billboard 200: #3
Billboard Top R&B/Hip-Hop Albums: #2

Last RIAA Certification Date: January 9, 2003
Last RIAA Award Description: Platinum



Through The Rain
Commercial 12" Vinyl Single Release: December 10, 2002
Commercial Single Release: February 4, 2003


Debuted at #84 on the Billboard Hot 100


Billboard Hot 100 Singles: #81
Billboard Hot 100 Singles Sales: #1 (2 weeks)
Billboard Hot Dance Music/Club Play: #1 (1 week)
Billboard Hot Dance Music/Maxi-Singles Sales: #1
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Singles & Tracks: #69
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Singles Sales: #2
Billboard Adult Contemporary Singles: #17
Billboard Top 40 Mainstream Singles: #26
Billboard Top 40 Tracks: #38
Billboard Canadian Singles Chart: #5

Last RIAA Certification Date: No certification
Last RIAA Award Description: No certification
Approximate Copies Scanned: 105,549



Boy (I Need You) & Irresistible*
Commercial 12" Vinyl Single Release: November 26, 2002

Billboard Hot 100 Singles Sales: #57
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Singles & Tracks: #68
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Singles & Tracks: #81 *
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Singles Sales: #34
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Airplay: #72
Billboard Canadian Singles Chart: #32



I Know What You Want
Commercial 12" Vinyl Single Release: March 18, 2003

Debuted at #57 on the Billboard Hot 100
Entered the Top 40 on March 15, 2003
Remained in the Top 40 for 25 weeks

Billboard Hot 100 Singles: #3
Billboard Hot 100 Singles Sales: #15
Billboard Hot 100 Airplay: #3
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Singles & Tracks: #2
Billboard Hot R&B/Hip-Hop Singles Sales: #14
Billboard Hot Rap Tracks: #3
Billboard Top 40 Tracks: #6
Billboard Top 40 Mainstream Singles: #4
Billboard Rhythmic Top 40 Singles: #3
Billboard Canadian Singles Chart: #5



Bringin’ On The Heartbreak

Billboard Hot Dance Music/Club Play: #5



The Remixes
Album Release Date: October 14, 2003

Debuted at #26 on the Billboard Hot 200

Billboard 200: #26
Billboard Top R&B/Hip-Hop Albums: #25
Billboard Top Internet Albums: #26
Billboard Top Electronic Albums: #1

Last RIAA Certification Date: No certification
Last RIAA Award Description: No certification

2005年04月13日

包容一切的人是可怕的

没有态度的人是可悲的

不懂自傲的人是可怜的

碌碌无为的人是可鄙的

无所事事的人是可恶的

浪费时间的人是可恨的

推己及人的人是可笑的

睚眦必报的人是可叹的

锱铢必较的人是可耻的

像你这样符合上述各类的人

是可疑的。

2005年04月11日

donews的系统已经让我忍无可忍了,现在这个页面让我无法沉静心灵描绘生活。我一向以为描绘生活是一件十分有意义的事情,而“颓”才是真正的浪费生活。

刚刚去过几个人的blog,还是那句话,别跟我急,stupid people living in stupid homes,除了鄙视以外还是鄙视。我不想对别人的blog有所评价,但是如果让我写什么今天考完体育啦,今天pro做完啦,今天买了件靓衫……这种干枯的描述,我是万万不能接受的。有的时候也许会写出一些来,在我眼里也无非是些垃圾,再不会看。xanga.com被人用滥了,让我去附庸风雅,这不可能。潮流的引领者从不会在一开始被人认同,然而当那些模仿者叫嚣着跟风的时候,早忘记了当时的冷嘲热讽。我想来容忍这种人的存在,因为你总不能对所有人要求都那么高。

有的人脑子里面只有学习,从来不懂得体验,不懂得创新,不懂得活出自己的风采,不懂得个性,这种人我无话可说。然而我却遗憾的发现,在我因为被误传承北京市状元之后,别人就是这样给我定位的。一个人不见得要事事出头,也不可能,可是至少要有那么一件能让自己骄傲的本领,这是底线。这个人只知道学习,人家学习好,这就是不小的成就。有的人把学习看的比命都重,一天到晚机关算尽,比这比那,水平还是那样低,能力还是那样弱,连被鄙视都不配了。再说说这个blog,有人说你真颓,天天post野,那就说明他自己对blog的理解就是在网上写乱七八糟没有任何意义的东西。这的确是颓。我不敢说我写的东西就要高明多少,可是我心底的声音却告诉我,我是在做正经事情。现在你看到的这篇文章,也是垃圾堆里的一个残渣,没有逻辑也没有意图,一切就是因为要摆明自己的立场:拒不搬家和blog要写感悟。

上了大学以后,感叹的还是时光飞逝,和思想的老化。说做什么事情都是心有余力不足,所以都不了了之。blog上的东西,还是那么平淡,意味寡然。