We are puzzled by the environment. As we consider the spirit happiness as a thing which can hold longer, we don’t care more about the happiness of material.

I think everyone alive are seeking exciting things to comfort himself ( or to full his heart which is lonely originally), such as Changing-job, finding "sweet",drugging, pingpong,even making XX,and so on. Many of us regard money as the main goal. For it’s our basical need, i can’t give any comment on it. However, for we, who have been well educated, and have thought much about the life, the spirit is important at the same time. So "我依旧没有动力".

So in some degree, human is living for his goal. A goal can make his life not so boring. Whether to escape of this is not important, we just be "客观" and "积极",and we will be more releasable.

你这样的想法我当然也有啦，但是我一直寻找的是一种目标性的，使命性的人生定位，也就是所说的志向吧。很多时候我没有足够的动力、恒心、毅力去做某件事情，就是源于目标的不明确。

大学时候我就很迷茫，工作后更加困惑，环境给我的暗示是要make 很多 money 然后要有房子，车子……可是我知道这些不是我真正要追求的东西。我依旧没有动力。

“认识世界，改造世界”不是人生目标，是一种生活态度。人生目标是会变的，有的时候也是找不到的，就像现在的我，找不到就不要勉强了；但是积极的生活态度是我必需，有了这样的态度我就能很客观的看待事物，看待自己，不被物欲所侵蚀，才能真正理解自己，实现自我。

I agree with you, however, i think a goal is neccesary.

In my opinion, is to know as much knowledge as possible, and do much for my liking, such as pingpong,electronic area,"basic of the world"…..and futhermore, to be success (maybe by the shape of earning money) , to comfort my parents. If possible, I want to travel around our country,drive to Xinjiang,Tibet……visit any interesting place….and so on.

The greatest goal for me is: making a electronic car as excellent as fuel car,or even better, for our environment.

and also want to plant grasses and trees in the desert, to green our desert area,and product CH4 at the same time. It can be good not only for our power supply but also for the people of west-area.

however,it’s very difficult. but i think if I stick on it, that would be a little possible. So many Niu people in China, I think someone will accomplished it.

昨天晚上不知道做了什么梦，忘了。醒来一个感想就是女生的异性

属性真的可以被剥离掉的，只是自己和她们相处的时候总是不能

忘记她们是异性，莫非这个是身体的本能让现实中的自己沉沦世俗？啊哈，太清高了。不过意思你明白的。

从小就发现有女生在的时候男生们气氛总是活跃多了，难道从那个时候开始我们就被冥冥中的什么东西控制住了吗？不解

希望能遇到和自己心心相印的可以让你经常忘了她是异性的女生，这个人自己也许已经见过n次了，更也许没个女生都是这样。不过当相处的时候总是有沟通上的阻碍妨碍了理想的实现，原因到底是什么呢？我不知道，希望以后能明白

我不是那种清高理想化的人，也知道自己总归还是要混迹于这个普通而又精彩的世界中，但是这种飘飘渺渺的希望至少能给自己一份等待的耐心和奋斗的动力吧。

喜欢看大侠传鹰的前面部分，特别是地下大殿中那句天地不仁以万物为刍狗的特写。未来的人类（只要没有意外发生的话）应该一定能抓住这些我们这些现在看来若有若无的所谓情感吧，也希望这一天早日到来。

未来的科学必定有一段时期是想我们的内宇宙发展的

好，离题了，也够喧宾夺主了。是随笔，随笔嘛